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Misanthropos
04:32
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For so long we've waited for these days to come to an end
That day is here
Tear down these walls
This city is dead
Tear down these walls
Intuition has failed me and I've failed everyone time and time again I've failed you
For the last time
This is my blood
This is my blood dripping from your hands when you stabbed me in my back
This is my blood
This is my blood dripping from your hands when you stabbed me in my back
Through these blank stares time stopped for one minute
And for one minute I felt alive
I felt alive
Alive
Just one minute
Through these blank stares time stopped for one minute
And for one minute I felt alive
I felt alive
I felt alive
I felt alive
I'm so sorry for all I've done and for all I'll never do
I'm so sorry for everything I've done and for all I'll never do
That day is here
That day is here
That day is here
That day is here
That day is here
This is my blood
This is my blood
I'm so sorry for everything I've done
I'm so sorry for everything I'll never do
I'm so sorry for everything I've done
I'm so sorry for everything I'll never do
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2. |
The Absurdity of Solace
04:42
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open the perilous shaped from another victim's silent cry
count the days, count the nights
the window will open soon enough
though masked by content
hold steady ship the storm will pass
much like I passed through your hands
into the cellar I now call home
reeking of sacrifice
paralleled only by the stench of condolence
prescribe me an antidote to ease the pain
empty my heavy heart
I've been weighed down for so long
that words have lost all meaning
this was not part of the agenda and this was not part last week's minutes
learn to read between the lines
separate fact from fiction
and realize the absurdity of solace
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3. |
A Modern Approach to...
01:33
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4. |
...Human Error
07:05
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...and we all know all the answers but where can the questions be found?
Together we fall and together we rise
Bound and framed in arsenic
Don't let your guard down cuz the phone's still off the hook and we're running out of time
Time to face up to the facts
Expose the inner lining of this conception conceived in this field of contradiction
I'm gaining momentum and headed for a wall
Apply emergency breaks when needed
All that's left is to perfect this balancing act
I've been lying to myself and holding on for too long
Let go
Free yourself from these haunted memories of self dissatisfaction
This feeling is compromising more than self-worth
Let down
Time after time after time after time after time
Ripped apart in a moment of self realization
Then captivated
Captivated by the beauty of fire and brimstone
This is the place that we've come to know as reality
This is life
This is life
This is life
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Your eyes show me why I hear nothing from the selfishness that's become you
Your eyes show me why I hear nothing from the selfishness that's become you
How many times have I tried?
No more will I endure this and no more will I wait for you to decide and put an end to false pretenses
Deny every instance and it will be forgotten but how could I forget?
Broken glass imprinted in my mind has numbed my senses
Letting me feel nothing
Look inside
I see you waiting to escape
I won't let you
I can't let you break me
Break me like the window glass shards
Mirror images of hatred of a place eroded by crimson colored eyes
But I still remember
Locked away in a picture book
Hidden by the shadows of time
Locked away in a picture book
Hidden by the shadows of time
It's useless to turn away
You see it every morning staring at you
I won't forget
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6. |
A Torn Instance
04:45
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a portrait of your face hangs within these walls where it will stay for all of eternity
so that none shall see what you've turned me into
burn my flesh and try to forget
you always come back
tied to the depths of the ocean floor
you always come back
you are the reason I can't sleep at night
what a flattering remark
words such as these feed the pain inside
this monster grows quicker than eyes can blink
beginning to engulf my pride and joy
it's just a test of my strength
peer under the closet door and fantasies run through my mind
I never shined so bright
then as if compassion never existed this dream becomes a nightmare
overtaking every aspect of emotion
there are no feelings
only thoughts of self-pity
look what you've brought me to
I lay on my knees
please leave and never return
never return
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9 Years
04:44
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Counterfeit eyes stare off into the distance
Looking past every word I've said and everything I've ever done for you
Make me whole again and make these tears come to an end
Make me whole again and make these tears come to an end
Help me find a way and help me find a reason to live again
The sun's too bright for me to look into
So I'll stay here and wait for time to mend this broken man
Tomorrow I'll be dead again
Today's the same as yesterday and yesterday is the same as today
It never changes
Why waste life feeling pain?
Now I know not which is worse
To live or die
Is a choice I've made on my own
I've slipped into a pool of my own sorrow and it's here I'll stay
With no questions asked
And with no remorse
Because it won't matter
This is all a joke and it's been taken far too far
But I won't complain and I won't say a single word
I'll just sit and watch as the lights above me dim
I'll sit and watch this world fall apart right in front of me
I'll sit and watch this world fall apart
Now you shatter and I rush to sweep up the pieces
In hopes to find redemption
I could have saved you yet again I
Yet again I slip and I fall
I slip and fall
Now you shatter
Now you shatter
You shatter and I
I rush to sweep up the pieces
In hopes to find redemption
Now you shatter and I rush to sweep up the pieces
In hopes to find redemption
I could have saved you
I slip and I fall
Your face fills me with pity for those who hide from the truth
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I look up at the sky and see heaven falling
the stars I once wished upon to bring new life now die
the death of all deaths
ending the happiness and the sadness of a life stricken by emptiness
no longer able to be filled
comets crash to the ground leaving a crater inside
and a void turn out by demon's hands
all hopes and dreams thrown to the ground and spit upon
it had to be done and someone had to do it
is all that can be said now
why is the world caving in on itself?
lies and deceit shot overhead
without ever a sound heard
a moment's heart ache can be so easily forgotten
but for you
this is the end
angels with guns
this is the end
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9. |
93rd and Paddock Road
04:38
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10. |
Too Many Puppies
03:56
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